as i lay my head down sleep
i begin see things and i begin to dream
in a world of unreal
nothing is as it seems
i close my eyes and i dissapear
and reality seems to reappear
visions of what is going to happen
awakeing suddenly just to stop them
i feel haunted, by what i didnt know then
things seem the be deja vu all over again
but it all show's that i care for you
i should not sleep anymore
it's something that i just can't do
cause if my eyes can't close
then i can't have these dreams about you
somethings you can write about and feel better
but this is to hard it just won't settle
i wake up suddenly to a phones ring in the backround
it's my ex with the same dream or so it sounds
my heart pounds
i didnt want to fall asleep in which i did
i didnt need the truth because i already dreamt it
i hear the same damn shit over and over
but in my dream i felt the fillings i gave her
i was inside her
looking towards me
strange perspective that i had to see
but i realized i should just let them be
but letting them be is like letting her go
because i can't release her my emotions are slow
they won't leave me alone
but a thought came across me
when i was on the phone
Eva was speaking in a poetic tone
maybe we should just be friends for now
until you know
then i won't go she said out of no where
but it has to be for you why you don't wanna go there
but what i didnt know she stopped to think
stopped to stare
cause the feelings she had for her alex was there
she saw him that very same time
a couple of hours ago at the breaking of night
she felt her love grow deep inside
but once again the future decides
if this love is wrong or if it's right
because emotion is out there
they are out to kill
they are my lifes sleeping pill
because where love is present
you can not fight
even if it is done by fate outta spite
it just takes time
to know things are right
but hopefully this isnt the end
for Eviley and her sand of night...