been months seens i held the raizer up to my arm and cut open myself~
dont wonna open myself up again and expose myself~
trying not to cause myself more pain, but it takes it off of everything esle goin wrong~
dont think u realize how much pain u cause me and what i do when u hurt me~
blood runin down my arm cause i couldn' stop myself~
i keep wonderin how much longer it will be until i cut to far down and that will be the last~
how much longer untill someone will notice all this blood runin down my arm~
raizers rip threw my flesh everytime u make me feel worthless~
why do u have to cause me so much pain that i wuold go and harm myself~
try to put the raizer down , but its like a magnet and attached to me~
the blood fallin from my arm could make a lake~
but this lake would stand for somethin it would stand for all the pain ive been caused~
help me put it down and stop cuttin threw myself, instead of hurtin me~
scared that the next time i put it up to my arm it will be the last time i will breathe~
my pain goes deeper then the cuts i have~
first time in months seens i last cut open myself~
help me stop and show me u love and care for me~

thats it hope u all like it!!!! its completly diffrent from anything else i have written!!! holla