My beating heart feels like its torn between two distant places
i know my one true love but im attracted by both faces
i mean it when i say i love you, but i cant understand why
that something inside me is making me turn my head and lie

im parted from you for along time, and my one wish is to be true
but this guy, theres something about him that makes me disregard and swoo
i dont understand why i cant convince myself to just be his friend
i set myself rules im ignoring and morals that i repeatedly bend

THen i wonder if perhaps im making myself belive im in love
of if god even meant to create a force this strong up above
i once thought he made love for us and our true pleasure
but why would he create something that pains us in no way measured

now these piercing thoughts keep bumping inside me damp mind
trying to find my real thoughts thou them, their no where to find
its odd when you cant decide what you yourself are feeling
the only thing i know is because of lost love me hearts open and bleeding
it'll take a great source to mend all of whats been upset
but for now i'll hold the ground that i can and try to forget


~Tera~
DONT HATE

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