..The WORST Thing in the world, man...

yesterday i went too an old freinds funeral, an it was my first ever funeral, an damn......without a doubt, it is the worst thing that ever happend ta me, i hate funerals....an the songs they play in respect too who passed away, an when they carryin the uhmm....coffin, its ust awful, i didnt know him too well, we was at school together for awhile, an i'#d be like ''whassup'' if i saw him, but we aint han tiogether n shit....altho the first ever time i blazed a reefer at school, he was with me........but yeah, funerals are awful, an for those who aint never attended one, i wish i was you!!!!

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i haven't attended a funeral as of yet.

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^^^i have i've attended about six i think it is...............

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Yeah I'm lucky not to have attended a funeral.

Keep ya hed up mayne

i know they must be traumatising, so even if i was invited, i still don't think i'd want to go..

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^I'd wanna go if it was someone I loved or respected to say good bye and pay respects.

i didnt wanna neither.....i barely knew the kid.

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i still wouldn't want to go if i loved them. it would be too painful.

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But wouldn't you feel asthough you hadn't seen them off to their fate properly.

well, yeah. but i'd be so devastated that i'd just want to forget about them..

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I know what ya mean but it would be hard forgetting someones death it's something that stays with you unless you see death every day. You gotta learn to accept there end.

i'm just saying because they are out of my life, i wouldn't want to keep thinking of them. because it would just get me deppressed.

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Yeh life and death are harsh. I've almost died before it really changed the way I thought.

well you know what happened to my friend, i didnt go to her funeral which was yesterday, it would brought sadness again, i jus wanna remember the good times. get me.

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see. thats what i've basically been saying.

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