Rapist-Maven
Raped-Edicius
that's right

it was a regular night, a good time to unwind
I pulled up with no negative thoughts in mind
I had planned to be kind; women love a gentleman
didn't plan to get laid, only planned for sentiment
So I went to it; rang the doorbell with flowers
the moment she opened up expanded into hours
using her suductive powers she kissed me 'hello'
and the candle lit dinner was prepared well-oh,
what have I gotten myself into here? I thought
turning wealth into fear, rebelling vs what's taught
pulled her close to me, with heart beating faster
undoing pants, thinking "no chance, haven't asked her"
but I forced her on, until she finally said no
and much to my surprise I gave her a bleeding nose
Damn these deceiving hoes! How can a woman cause this?
destroying the paused bliss as she lays there topless
pleading for me to stop this, and I comprehend actions
became a tattered heap of leaps bounds and fractions
seeing her negative reaction; headed for the door
and hardly understanding my own self any more
like a shelf on the floor; existence became redundant
I resort to violence when charm is so abundant?
my single woe was that my mind was unpredictable
I probably ruined her life...fate is so despicable

It looked like fun, facing it at first, i just broke up, & had this thirst..
to comfort,comforting me & he sounded cute, but that became reversed..
& soon for me to find out that this sunshine on the phone,is just a dark cloud..
not a friendly boy scout..but a monster..planning on hurting me with no doubt..
didnt expect him,to plan something dirty,he sounded so pure& trust-worthy..
& sweet understanding, 'perfect' to what i need,not somthing unworthy..
So we decided, to get united at my place, & have some dinner w/ some wine..
he looked real decent, ..& fit..not perfect,but just fine..for me to make mine..
but he underwent a switch, from perfect to a bitch, betraying me ..& i could see..
why , but he forced me to shut up & that i shud hush & dont cry,
he said this was, good! i screamed no because i couldnt lie..
resulted into him gettin more pissed, slapping me hard in my face
confusion took me over, as he was finished, and stepped of me,leaving me there amazed..
My nose was bruised, i was left excused.. used & abused..
naked to the ground,tears inside w/out a sound,small & confused..
he left my house smacking with the door, couldnt take it no more..
i feld like a dolphin on shore, i felt dirty, felt pain & like a whore..
as i strumbled to the shower, with tears, sliding down my face
, ..while i putted te warm water on, i felt so empty & so much space
of emptyness fillin me up, unlikely to the water that was fillin up the tub..
i feld like i was stuck, & strucked by a brutal assault against my will i was fucked!
as the water slide over me i wondered what i did to switch our inviroment into this hate shape..
what did i create,was i acting to afraid ??.... ( I wonder) how this turned into a date rape..
the question's keep firering,pulled of by me, w/ a shout! couldnt take the pressure help me out!
who could i talked to ,who would a listen ?,aaargh the confusion ,finally sliding my wrist's & ending this!