Then and now, is not the question more like…
………… when and how?……
do you know your elevated to the maximum…
………your skills will allow…..
everybody starts out a newb, lonely like a stray with no1 to help..
but with role models and idols move on to greater things in themselves…
the past for me was shit, back then I was shit,
…………but I’m man enough to admit-it…………
but like jelly in a mould, I adapted to fit-it….
Its like a test for me now pushing my skills to the limits…
It takes along time to be the best….
…….you don’t deserve it….if you get it in minutes…
lets just all take a second to reflect on are achievements...
disagree with above?..i don’t give a fuck…
…..cause this wouldn’t be rap without disagreements….

I remember when I was ok, when nothing would hurt me at all…
Always thought there was just no way…until all the facts fall…
Got my heart against the back wall, these lies just shaped me…
Slowly they came over me like a window and just draped me…
I soon found out that most people I knew constantly lied a lot…
But I tried and got nothing but depressed and I cried and rot…
I was slowly decaying away, to the heartless person I am today…
Always replaying the days, to see wrongness with what you say…
Many things happened in the past, things I wish I could of changed…
Don’t know how long I can last, only if my life could be rearranged…