As only it seems that my shadow denies my mind of ever sensing that of a lost love, clouding my mind with thoughts of regret and disposal of something that should have been forgotten three years ago

My tears clutter my eyes and my sight of satisfaction that might never be replaced, its a taste that will never be forgotten,a feeling that has turned so rotten, and a dream that fills my heart with this hatred towards this day.

valentines day, for who is it great, for who is it that is touched by an angel on this day, i will relay my past emotions for those of us who are lost in love with someone that cant be seen through average eyes, an angel in disguise.

all the time I spent hoping for someone like you to enter into my life, it just figures that like a flame you could burn so deeply into my heart and tear me apart in so many ways, my dreams of yesterday.

but i will not give up easily, nobody knows what you mean to me, it just seems to be that when your are forgetten you reappear into my dreams to taunt me and test me emotionally.

what is it that I lack, is it my sense of hope or is it hoplessness, holding me down, is it my mind that keeps her in such a distant venture,or is it just the lack of warmth running thru your vains.

and if i could only go back to those days would I, hell yeah cause those days can never be replaced, only misplaced in the average mind, but I will rewind back in time over and over untill one day this is finally mine........

dedicated to my X girlfriend

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SOFT FOCUS

[The Buddah just sits and smiles]