MA FRIEND

ma best friend died i feel no pain
i don't kno if i'll go crazy,if i wil go insane
i don't understand no crying no tears
even tho this event fufilled ma worst fears
i have no idea y life has treated me this way
i don't kno to live or die goin on from this day
i am not a soldier who wuz built to have no feelings
i feel closed up inside like a steel house wit steel ceilings
i don't kno if this is tha way i spose to feel
i mean sad but happy like a jus signed a deal
i spose i don't feel quite sure of maself
i wonder if ur dad died how u wud have felt


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