My mind is constantly at peace
with these conflicting thoughts
openly hiding my obvious emotion
seemingly calm yet deeply distraught

Shouting silently in frustration
articulating my unspoken word
recieving no rhetorical response
were my inaudible visions slurred?

My feelings numbed to the touch
abjectly refusing to accept reality
ethics enter out my clouded mind
leaving no distinct definition of morality.

Spiralling downward glancing back up
trapped in ummoving perpetual motion
apologizing for my feigned forgiveness
undecidedly commited to partial devotion