ok...i am writing about..THE TWO TOWERS...i am Smegal/Gollum


alone at night, starlight, cursing i search...two little thieves
mystically drawn, not caring about the rustling of the leaves
the ring is my goal,blinded by envy and uncompromising greed
like a cat drawn to feed...i must cause these thieves to bleed
as i strike..unknowingly...hobbits sleep easy and i them awoke
quickly i am captured,i feel guilt as a sword is held to my throat
somethin trips in my head...a transition between good and evil...
strangely now calm and peacefull...why is this happening to smegal?
i feel unjustifiable sadness as the rope twists and burns.....
i just want to be set free..they are my friends..on them i wont turn..
i want them to trust me...yet i know im unrelliable..schitzofrenic
i long to be freed..from my alta ego..panic..and crazy psycho-manic
please..i know the way to moldor..i can lead you to the black gate
i want to help..avoiding treachury...i hope this journey isnt my fate...
alone trembling..hiding from the voice in my head....
get out of there i said..i want to be friend not foe instead..
drawn to the ring as they sleep..overcome with greed i rise to my feet
but fight i must...i can conquer this lust..and im not about to be defeat
painfull scornfull fight,...but mentally this pain is deep in my head..
i long to get rid of...this time i only just manage to overcome the dread..
what do i want...who is stronger..am i gollumn?..or smegal???...
well that debate could go on foreva..like EM or Royce?..bad or evil?