Once in a while, I feel like nobody is there
And yet, everybody’s everywhere
Nobody likes, to be left out
You’re about to find out, what my life’s really about

Nobody ever liked me, nobody ever cared
Nobody ever played with me, nobody ever shared.
There was always some one better, in everybody’s eyes
As a little kid, I would sit on my bed and cry.
No one ever tucked me in, no one ever said good night
Everyone said that I was lucky, but I wasn’t even alright.

I always was the kid, that was neglected and ignored
I never was the kid, that was pampered and adored.
At recess, while everyone was playing
I was in a little corner, sitting there and praying.
Praying for something good, something to be happy for
But even God, thought that I should be ignored.

As I stand here, with nobody in front of me
I feel happy, a strange feeling of glee.
With my finger on the trigger, gun to my head
My life’s about to end, and now I’ve got a feeling of dread.
I can’t do it, but I can’t back out now
I don’t know if I can do it, I really don’t know how.