This is a very quick free type i wrote 2nite,
ive been away fo` 3 weeks ... and ive had good
reason so be ... im sorry ... that peeps have been
sleeping and i havent been round to peep ish!

What once was has now been forgotten,
dreams and hopes chucked out left and rotten -
Did you ever think or did it pass your mind,
because i did now its just turned into lost time -
I still hold a love for you but its unknown,
love delicate like a candle`s fire but now blown -
As the knife stuck in deeper i called you name,
silently in my mind hope`ing you would of came -
As the blood drip out of my wounds and ran with the rain,
tears dropped down my face with this unbelieveble pain -
Thinking it was the end i prayed to God ,
that he`ll take care of you sounds kinda odd ?
My mind full of things i wanted to say ,
to fam friends ma homiies , just give me another day -
All hope lost and my life difted away ,
i wasnt gone yet but i was slippin moments put my life to play -
All i could hear was sirens hoping they were fo` me,
the last thing i saw was lights and loud voices sayin 1-2-3 -
Woke up feeling hazy momories not quite there ,
lookign round all i could do was stare -
To sore to more or even blink an eye ,
now wishing i would of died .....

3 weeks pasted since that night ,
6 to 1 an awful fight -
Red to black and blue busted face scares too,
just the lil reminders and peeps losin there koo -
Dont know what i did to deserve what they did ,
im just a gurl basically a kid -
Physical scars emotional scares still all there,
not in the mood for tests dont even dare -
Still smiling holding it all inside,
emotional scars alot worse to what you see outside -
But to move on is the best thing i can do ,
try and forget the torture i went through -
So i guess need a lil help and time ,
ma crew homiies and ma boi holden down tha rhymes -
Coz i got love fo` yall in all ways,
ima just keep brushin tha tears as they come my way -