>>i dunno wat i'm feelin' today.this piece i guess is just a reflection of that.it's a bunch of mixed emotions that i could only express like that.what do you think????

Broken spirits n,dreams shattered,thoughts seem scattered with no focus in it
lonely,drunk nights me fightin' my soul like bumbfights yet no ones winnin'
confusion abusin' my mental,causin' sparks between paper n pencil
it's all in my mind yet it's hard to express what i've been thru
and how i continue when downfalls are eventual,rainy days are sequential
beef with every body from peeps on the street to the dude i pay my rent to
some for shit i did,others for things i never meant to
father forgive me this sippin',smokin' shit's got me giddy,
and still i'm crushin' up buds n twistin' up phillies.....................

**takes a hard pull on his blunt**
*then exhales and starts again*

I'm rehearsing Gods scriptures under the influence deliverin' harsh pictures to my state of being like sudden death's a threat to sars victims
drowning my pain in dark liquors,burn in my chest soothin' the strain from my hearts quivers,i've wept rivers like christ to wash sinners,even if i'm ontop it seems in my heart i'm a lost winner,abandoned by the warmth of love so i live thru these forced winters
face bruised from the frost of the wind,cuttin' my skin,soul's scar'd cause R,Grim keeps touchin' my friends

**takes anotha pull on his blunt**
*begins to spit as exhaling smoke*

Sorry to see em' go so young,youth they've never experienced,streets grew em' up quick like life's just an experiment
got you wonderin',"how?", like the egyptians n pyramids,mind over matter cause i'm still here,they wonder how did they build this kid
structured for ruckus,not programmed to know just what love is,
that's why i never miss a chick at night,under the covers
life is a party where the sun never dances with brothers
sisters is trickin',thats why preachers lay hands on the mothers
while i'm out on the street feelin' smuthered,by the heat in this oven
thrown in this melting pot with the rain clouds stuck above it

*chokes on smoke then finishes*

It's so much i feel that words won't explain,it's like i hide from myself like birds from the rain
i've travelled the rocky roads holdin' da toast n it hurts when i aim
but i can't really complain cause Loveliss Grandz was birthed for this game....

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I'm like CHUCKy dyin' to live in the flesh free of the BATTERY,
ASSAULT n ROBBERY rapidly,wishin' cupid would clap at me
N lift this evil spell so I can experience happilly evil backwards-see(down there)
EVIL............backwards =............LIVE