i havent really done many Open Mics about this ish, but this is a true story about wut happened to me this summer. holla if u had a similar expereince or wut-not. pz.

i have a problem with drugs n drinking. my parents found that out. i denied it, they believed me. heres a story about that day:

ok, me and my best freind, ill call her ashley, had the best summer of our lives last year. well, wut WE consider a good time. i live in a small urban town just outside of cleveland. theres a small park about 4 miles away from my house. me and my friend would meet eachother at the park so we can git high. id bring my stash and she'd bring wutever she had. we would git so high, we once caused a public disturbance by telling everybody we saw how "sexy we thought they were" usually to 50+ yr old guys. lol. i was so high, when we were eating, i fell outta my chair.
well, about mid august, we spent 3 days in a row alternating whos house we would go to. i slept there, she slept here, i slept there, etc. we would go on a "bikeride" and git high, EVERY SINGLE TIME. i could walk around with a buzz for 2 straight weeks. clean. well, that all would change about the 3rd day of the "summer of our lives".
me and ashley got up early wednesday morning to go on a real bike ride. i wanted a cigarette, so i brang my pack, but we left the weed at her house. it didnt seem like a big deal, since it was in MY bag, so we didnt think her parents would go snooping. we rode 8 miles 2 my house. we had lunch and she called her mom 2 tell her that we were going to b right over cause my mom was driving us back so we didnt have 2 ride another 8 miles. her mother sounded upset, but, as usual, we were high, so it didnt really click.
we got there and ashleys parents told my mother they needed 2 talk. my heart stopped. i thought i was going 2 die. they made us put our bikes back and we met in the kitchen. her mother went thru my stuff and found weed and perscription drugs. we had a long talk and i denied it was mine. my mother believed me, probebly out of fear of how her daughter might REALLY be spending her time away from home.
i went upstairs with ashley to her room to gather my things to go home. i just remeber sitting on her bed, holding her, weeping, for i mite never see my best friend again. i felt so much bond, so much luv 4 her, and this sealed it. we are going 2 b friends 4ever. suicide was the 1st thought that came 2 mind, i cut my wrists, just like i had 4 the past year. i overdosed and tried 2 kill myself, bu thank god i am still alive. we wanted 2 run away together, but there wasnt really anywhere 2 go. so i went home and me and my parents talked sum more.
i thought i would never b the same again.
things r still rough, but we got better. i am seeing ashley, but it will b a while b4 we can spend real time and gain trust. i hope everything will b alright in the end. but no matter wut happened that day, i still luv her.

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