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12-31-04, 07:20 AM
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Denial
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where the fuck am I? and why do my thoughts echo? all the way down these blinding white walls, "you got to let go" Let go of what, I'm innocent untill proven guilty.. "But your hands are filthy.." well...it was self defense.. .........................................the man tried to kill me.. "you tell yourself that, but i'll tell you this... the man came at you with no more than a ball in his fist.. it was a petty notion, like anyone he acted out of instinct.. you let him think..thatd it'd be a fair fight, knowing that.. ..your intention and 4-5 would be in sync.." I knew nothing, how can you sit there and make accusations.. "You were his best friend since birth, no stronger relation".. well where is my motive, what was in it for me.. "The man you murdered was everything you ever wanted to be.. He couldn't have been a better man, he often seemed flawless.. and your jealousy led you to act violent and lawless.. but you made a mistake, you could never fill his shoes.. just because you abused, substances that you said you'd never ever use.. your whole life, you've acted like nobody had the power.. to slowly devour, your soul, and turn your mind sour.. you started doin drugs, said you wanted to try it.. But your friend didn't buy it..you just wanted to fit in.. but chose to deny it.. you got addicted, lost everything, became insanely depressed just because you knew you laid your potential to rest.. and the thought eats at you, wondering what could have been.. your concious tried to help you, but couldn't win.. your best friend was your potential, it seemed un ending.. untill you started mixing, smoking, and blending".. well, i can change, concious, you've finnally gotten threw to me.. "Look at the mirror above you, your drugs abused you brutally.. it's too late for you, your paralyzed from the brain down".. and as for you?, "your lucky i decided to stay around.. Look at yourself, you can think, but you can't even speak.. all though i'm well and strong, your body is too weak.. and to think, our dream was to touch the lives of many.. and no matter how hard I try, you won't touch any.. but don't worry, i'll pray for us both, so when God puts us on trial.. He'll forgive you for destroying a life, falling victim to denial.." "denial is refusing to acknowledge and act on truth"....
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Seek & Destroy
We have fun in my basement Time is not long, and indecision is hells cemment. So the well is rented, untill heaven is relevant. Untill then, to be eloquent, sex cells, so le'ts cellibate. "watch what you watchin...fox keeps feedin' us toxin's..stop sleepin' start thinkin outside of the box and unplug from the matrix doctrine....but watch what you say cause big brother is watchin" - nas - sly fox The I.H.C.J.S.F.M.T.R.H.P.M.M.W.T.S.M.S.I.T.F.F.W.A.S. O Crew
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