Slowly everyday, I'm dying inside.
Tried forgetting you. What haven't I tried?
Deeply longing to look into your eyes.
My smile is a broken heart in disguise.

Feeling this pain that i know you never felt.
Dealing with this feeling that can't be dealt.
I've lied to myself over and over again.
The feeling won't end. So how do I mend?

I was told I will one day be over you.
Hope it's true. Finally living without you.
When I mend. Will life reach perfection?
Will I learn my lesson? Go the right direction?

Doubt it though. So why should I even try?
I won't lie. Without you by my side I die.
Can't breath right. Can't think straight.
Feelings so deep that nobody seems to relate.

But there is something I really want to know.
Do you have feelings you don't want to show?
Deep inside, have you truly moved on by..?
Are there tears that you cry? Do you ever try..?

You know I will forgive. But I can never forget.
The way I felt for you since the moment we met.
So everyday, I hold my head high and carry on.
I might love again. But my feelings for you stay strong.

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