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02-18-05, 02:39 AM | #1 | ||
STROBE's Favorite Rapper
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Smells of old paint
spilled alchol and stale cigareetes I can see the stained carpet tattered and ripping in many places Like the old sheets that cover the windows in darkness The phone book under a table leg and another under the couches corner The recliner that doesnt open anymore and the old lamp that doesnt shut off till you unplug it The hunger of no food and even more i can remember what hunger is To search the refridgorator and find only cold air and a open box of baking soda To search the cabinets and find only a few cans left over which you are too young to cook maybe even too young to reach the stove I can see the other children on christmas showing off thier wonderfull toys Thier sleds and video games and other things from thier giftlists Thier action figures and all thier goodies in thier stockings I remember how sad i was I wrote Santa such a nice letter and this year i even sent him a map i drew all myself maybe i shouldve drew better? Because for some strange reason no matter how good i was Santa always forgot about me every year I remember mom cooking but i dont remmeber food never being near Mom was cooking something bad something that destroyed her the thing that destroyed us I remember the cold how the blankets were never warm enough How i woke many nights cryed and no comfort came no one checked to see if i was ok they wouldnt care if i died Only sleep came to help me overcome all the hardships i faced i see the death all around me my life as a savage and i realize most my memorys are nightmares that actually happened
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