By making this connection with you,
I'm not trying to rekindle our past.
But ultimately, I'm giving us a conclusion.
Closing and locking the doors of our relationship which have been swinging back and forth since the day I met you.
I know for certain that you and me would impossibly exist.
It's simply not written in our fates.
But within the depths of my soul,
I have a glimmer of you that needs to be snuffed.
Or I will forever be taunted and tortured by your small but ever shining light in my life
So before I make choices….
That therefore consequently the probability of me ever seeing you again is small,
On a night of destiny I wish to inhale insanity into my body and exhale all my inhibitions.
And to close your swinging door into my life I know I must first explore everything that door conceals…
Your mind, body, and soul.