this was a verse i did for a topical battle on anutha site......just lookin for some feed......

Rain falling, I’m sitting here recalling, a life so appalling
Cellphone ringing, leaves me wondering if deaths finally calling
Sun shining, still I don’t feel like smiling, remember that time
You reminded me I was worthless, nothing, it was October ‘99

That day it was cloudy, I pulled up in my ride, quite contented
Checked my hair, looking good, always said I was well-presented
Thought you meant it, walked up to the door, there’s no key needed
Find my fam on the floor, pleading for help but you still proceeded

Couldn’t figure out what was going on, my husband and my brother
I shouted stop, you said WHAT i’ve already killed your mother
Your eyes were raging, nowhere to go the street became my protection
With no affection, in every homeless person I saw my reflection

Now I’m reminiscing, I have no good memories to recollect
Everything wrecked, for you I could never have any respect
Surprised I’ve stayed alive a month more, but now I’m finished
And with this knife, I ensure my life’s bout to be diminished

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