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08-29-05, 09:20 AM | #1 | ||
Odi et Amo
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I should've been home
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I should've been home
Tears stream down my pale face as I crave for your embrace But it's a forlorn chase for I am alone to carry a last disgrace Of this broken folk so slowly destroyed by the addictive coke Hatred we spoke, locked in a cage of rage: making us choke For we could not breathe in the midst of such blistering heat Found my escape on the street, became the place of retreat Living by the glowing gloom, sleeping wherever there is room Family life I could not resume, felt so comfy in new costume I fail to throw it off as I get caught up in my own foolish bluff That sudden rush when things get rough, I can’t get enough Yet I tried to hide and deny the thoughts in the back of mind But I choose to stay blind for all past times I cannot rewind When in fact, it is the smile of my unborn child that I desire Though I ignore the burning fire and continue to soar higher But after every rise comes the fall, the crash into brick wall I've learned to crawl but now all I crave for is a single call *phone rings* Mom…is that you…it’s Jess…can I come home? Anytime my child…anytime… *hangs up* As I’d started on my way, I suddenly felt it was delivery day Might be obvious cliché but my baby apparently hates delay Clothes fill with sticky stains as I feel such excruciating pain So my calm I can no longer sustain, slowly driving me insane A child pushes her way out of me, falling into puddle of blood No matter how hard I scream I cannot stop that crimson flood I drop to my knees, hold her tight and wait to hear her crying My heart ripped in two for I can’t deny that she’s slowly dying I should’ve been home to give birth to my only dearest child It drives me wild to know my angelic daughter never smiled Link 1 Link 2
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