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Still I Try
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Title: Still I Try
By: Chris Stylez a.k.a. Young Dolla Crew: Trigga Town Inc. [Chris Stylez](hook 2x) Still I try in my life Not to Rely by the gun by myside In my mind diminish the signs That I just might die to night And Pry my life remains mine [Chris Stylez] Still contemplatin, to remain waitin, on choosing my final destination Penetration on my mediation on the events that happen in our nation Frantic as hope diminish in our eyes, replaced by the fear that reside Deep inside, we hope we all die, quickly so we dont feel pain of life Not realizing the quick pain of death, remain on the ones who left Not being able to say goodbye to loved one, gone to fast by the gun We really loose when we kill the opposition, the battle can't be won When killin is our mission, of an ambition women and stacks tens Cuz our ambition grows from them stacks of tens to twenties We all rap cash aint thing, but yet we still kill for money Drenched in blood, our green turns to red from the bullet the in head Runnin knee deep in mud, just to see our family rest in beds and fed Thats all it all start, then our basis gets lost in the rapture Disaster becomes our master, taking orders from wicked laughters Not knowing who we follow after, Proceed to play on like the actors In play of life, taking it recklessly with out thinking twice, No wonder we live in darkness, cuz so many fail to see the light [Chris Stylez](hook 2x) Still I try in my life Not to Rely by the gun by myside In my mind diminish the signs That I just might die to night And Pry my life remains mine [Chris Stylez] Darkest memories of me squeezin triggers, as i do the same to my eyes Not sure when I was bustin, I was severing all his family ties Doing it to survive is a lie, could of been different if tried tried Didn't really understand the meaning, till a month later when it rained You feel the pain, when your responsible for the slain, emotions run like a train Self-destruction start upon your body till there's nothin that remains Feeling the need of weed, inhaling the fumes of doom, symbolizes drugs as a broom Compressin unwanted thoughts for room for the new,hoping memories dont renew In the avenue of memory lane, tired of playing games with my own brain Driving myself to kill my membranes, with a nostril full of cocaine Laced with this, Laced with that, Struggling not to resort to crack Memory relapse as i collapse, helpless to back track back on the map As these visions course threw my mind, Like a time line to better to define All i see is my past and misery, that my decisions have given me Destiny has chosen me to be blind by the choices that I drag behind Sweat drippin to my eyes,stingin sensation helping me to see my own demise [Chris Stylez](hook 2x) Still I try in my life Not to Rely by the gun by myside In my mind diminish the signs That I just might die to night And Pry my life remains mine [Chris Stylez] So many hate not being loved, but still remain to love to hate Being hypocritical towards the one that walk their same fate Traveling from home to home, attempting to find a family to own Only to push away their loved ones, finding themselves to be alone The reckless remain to say, suicide dont ever cross their mind Committing these mindless actions, disguised as self homicide The public try to see how we think the unthinkable like it's simple Defeat the unbeatable, beat the undefeatable, with out stable principles Using our insanity to slickly be embraced by humanity, with unorthodox tactics using mathematics as schematics, to live life to highest while once an antic Provoking the worlds anger, being addicted to danger, cuz success is no stranger You know you made the enemy fail its ultimate feat, by proving your not weak By staying strong in the moment, by not selfishly destroying the streets But its a shame how we get caught up too deep in our hatred So deep that we can't even look back up to our basis Facing the fact, that when we succeed on a different map That it's hard to see the route on getting back, on the right track So addicted to evil in life but..... [Chris Stylez] Still I try in my life Not to Rely by the gun by myside In my mind diminsh the signs That I just might die to night And Pry my life remains mine
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Project List The Classick Mixtape Vol (8/18) Age Of Consent Mixtape Vol 1(16/16) The Classick Album(2/16) S&S Express E.P.(1/10) Lot of back to back shit. Stay tuned. Last edited by Chris Stylez : 04-03-06 at 10:56 PM. |
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