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08-02-06, 11:20 PM | #1 | ||
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its been awhile so check this out...
born in 89, a broken home was not expected. family was reckless and at times i was senseless. left on my feet with no one to catch me when i fall. it was hell at my doorsteps as they whisperd there call. callin me closer and closer these demons were a mist. i was on the list, but death was to easy to come at the cut of a wrist. no good to balance out the evil, i saw no point in livin' demons on my back, have u ever had that feelin. where no one givin. but u constantly give anyway. where there is no turn of the page same shit every day. livin in a broken home, ur dome tends to get weak. and seak shit that aint real, and u tend to lose common speak. u leak ur flow and lose control that uve known for ur hole life. u lose the skills u had. u could lose ur family and wife. i lost my family i lost friends i never thought i could lose. i lost the clothes on my back even the lace on my shoe. and it wasnt kool. i thought i could get some help by myself. but it aint easy when ur songs dont sell shit and stay on the shelf. ive had 3 jobs at the same time trying to make the stack rise. but with these tears i cried i was drowning in my own tide. at a young age i lost more then that was givin' to me. i lost a mom a grandpa, family lost meaning to me. and wut did i do to god. that recently he killed my god father. he was more then that cus i used to call him my lost brother. we was close. he was a jewlery down on miami beach. always watchin wut i did. and every where i looked there was heat. but a brain tumor was wut he got... yea i guess the good die young. i always thought being a jewler he would die by the gun. but i guess i was wrong. i guess i was about alot of things. bout family.... i was wrong about most of my friends and it tends to bug me, cus i lost alot when i was little. my mom could have helped me a bit gettin out of the shit hole.
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im so ill that cancer thinks im its father. Last edited by scanz : 08-03-06 at 11:51 AM. |
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