with no motivation in life, is there any point in continuing to live?...as one situation escalate's beyond controllable..it's actions magnify in the worst possible way's and all circumstance's become immoral to your own personal gains..

.......broken

inhale my essence...a legend, formerly a man among men
born above a perfect ten, but now all knowledge is spent
college or rent?, knuckled under i spread my trouble from mortors
Man... float?, its hard enough to keep my head above waters
proceed into my quaters, and take a walk in these sneakers
high priest, only a fool doesn't understand what he preach's
honesty is the best policy for an untrustworthy character
im in the minus category and it takes 30 to reach amateur
im sadder but wiser, building from the error of bad ways
i can see the light, but this maze refracts it into three laid
paths you must be having a laugh, feeling the third degree
god with his tongue in his cheek, seeks ahead laughing at me
many are called but few are chosen, i was one of the hopeless
complete mental closure gazing for when truth has its moment
my ideas are much to do about nothing, say im something..please
because from birth, life forgot to dot my i's and cross my t's
ive lost my plea's for gracious living, im along for the ride
in this little experience labled time, which is more than life
where i got handed the graveyard shift, weren't taught to exist
i reminiscse to the days when, to rule the roost wasn't a gift
but this twist is pulling me deep within, feeding me sins
soaked my blanket in the fact whose bread i eat, his song i sing
i long to win for once and gallop the days with flying colors
win one for the gipper, myself.. although my sighting wonders
about the mighty blunders and being behind the eight ball
can i make the game over, or is it another one that fate scores
my mindstate falls into a status of a lacking consciousness
no defense like a good offense, breathing for the sunsets kiss
but having to skip nine miles of bad road instead of chickening out
im between a faux pas and the fifth wheel and with it is doubt
a living coward towering above the rest of societies cravens
can you see this patience leaking and being seasoned by ravens
early to bed early to rise, makes a man healthy, wealthy and wise
these are false statements to live by, as im even helpless to die