An old piece written 11-17-02 at 2:05 am...obviously I was in a depressing mood when I pen'd this |_

Depressing Mood

My mind is lost in a trapped world of emotions
Anger, violence, depression, and sadness fills this ocean
An ocean within myself where there's no help
Everything known to me can never be felt
I travel alone in the darkness that consumes me
At times I feel there's nothin' here for me
No one who wants or needs me to be who I be
The sadness consumes me and takes over
Giving me the feeling of my happiness being over
In this world, it seems as though no one understands me
But I wish someone could care and have me
A lost soul is what I call myself
Wishing someone would lend me their help
But no one seems to wanna reach out
I wonder if anyone would care if I bleed out da mouth
Sometimes I find myself in a state of depression
I guess this is why I hold a question
Not knowing what the question is
Nor knowing an answer for it
When I become this way I don't know what to do
I can't figure out how to change from being blue
I guess I'm sad cuz I feel unloved
But someday someone will become the one