im never alone in physical form, but in emotional form, alone is wat ive become
life is just long, theres no end for me, no sun, no chance to redeem myself, convicted criminal.prisonier in my own mind..what have i done . . . .
Nothing can help me pull my self out of depression, peoples faced are masked, subject of friends...out of the question
i thought that by trying to find out who i wasnt i stumble on who i am
no such luck tho im stranded...looks like ill never come across my chance
so here i am stripped naked of my pride, nowhere to hide, my heart stops...dreams subside
i feel myself collapse...i have found out who i am not, but still dont have a clue who iam
is this where i belong...i look for signs that i can
pick myself up out of this state of unconsciousness
but here lie...wading in my own self unhappiness
unable to shake my self from this horrible nightmare
that has become my life.....is anyone willing to share
one moment with me so i can get it all off my chest
or are you all wrapped up in your own little lives..unable to talk to me cause you think that im waste
you just walk by me withought looking, thro a couple f cents at my feet like its supposed to make you feel better
you walk pasxt e with your unbrellas and watch me tug on my sweater as the rain makes me wetter
none of you stop to see how i am, help me up give me some money or shelter from the damp
afraid to fall asleep at night in fear of never waking up
hypothermia seeping thru my bones like venom
i feel it coming on....still you keep walking on
and when i die who the fucks gonna miss someone like me...just a bum ... lmao