went from grass green to fences decayed
alone hermit style
trying why to figure i envy the sushine.
at the same time thanking it
woe is me! the dualist in me!
suffering for nothing
over unseen realities,
having my fun now,considered me gulity now?
a black shaitan in caveman bastard land?
how brain-washed i was
as i see contentment in unbelief.