my heart is ripped torn like piece of paper.//
something untapeble can't be stapled back together.//
i'm shocked overwhelmed of the results caring causes.//
i've cared so much that loving turns to losses.//
the results pour down like a shower of rain out of my eyes.//
sooner or later the love begins fade and emotion starts to die.//
like an echo it is heard as a child begins to crie.//
thoughts wonder where did I go wrong.//
why did i let it get so far and theres werent as strong.//
i recieve advice that begins to cheer thee.//
i wish i can show you true pain and how hard it hits me.//
you were unique different from the others brought.//
but you are just the same not as special as i thought.//
why is it so hard to let you go and let my heart and emotion be free.//
why can't i just not care what you do and let you be.//
there are many things that i want to scream and yell.//
i am angry,frustrated,and sad and wish these feelings all to hell.//
to others eyes you werent attractive or appealing.//
but to me you were a angel who i thought i can take for the stealing.//
your age was drastic practically two years under.//
i didn't care though cause age is just a stupid number.//
i thought i showed you how i felt by the sacrifices i have made.//
didnt know that special things can make one go insane.//
but i'm not the one to blame at this game you call a relationship.//
i have a heart and you had to speak words of hurt to put me through this shit.//
i am too good for you that's the only explanation for it.//
but i am fine and you know what your gonna hate it.//
cause your missing out on me a wonderful individual.//
i can't even believe i went through all this trouble.//
you couldn't tell me and hurt me to my face.//
but all that shows me is immaturity and aspects of disgrace.//
a couple weeks i spent with you but in realization just a waste.//
the word MATT is like poison to my ears.//
how can a four lettered word bring me to tears?.//
but i can't speak words and hate you no longer.//
cause i have a heart and it didnt kill me and now i am stronger.//..