Separated for a lifetime and I'm still so young
Just wanted to be a mother to my dear sweet son
There's nothing in this world that is harder to do
Than letting go of your child that broke my heart in two
I would have gave my life for yours flesh of my flesh
Got your name in a heart tattooed on my breast
I look forward to heaven can't wait to get there
We'll have so many memories we will share
I'd like to know why do babies have to die?
God knows the pain behind these tears I cry
I admit I wasn't living right I missed out on so much
I wouldn't listen to nobody and I was out of touch
Dealing with wounds that won't ever fully mend
I'll have to live out my days never to be whole again
To hold you for the last time what a blow to take
I get the blues sometimes that I cannot shake
But you're in a better place it's a comfort to know
I'm running straight to you when it's my time to go
I dream of you at night you are handsome as can be
When I close my eyes I picture you so beautiful to me
It ain't enough that I'm breathing so I pray
That I stay up and make the most of today
And when I rise in the morning this is what I say
I keep you close son, you're not far away.......

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