Damn...This is coming off of my head. I just need a way to vent real quick...

I wasted many moons searching...
Searching for truth in the land of the oblivious...
I walk the road to infinity...
Red sky, blood rains down on my wretched flesh...
Translucent sand at my feet engulf my ankles in attempts to slow my travels...
I find the one called 'God', the one they all worhsip...
"Is this really Heaven? Could it be?...
I can finally stop fighting? Please say it is so"...
These are the questions I ask of this entity...
He replies with a nod, and then points down the deserted road...
I walk the path this myrtserious man points out to me...
At the end is the most beautiful thing I've ever seen with my mortal eyes...
I go to touch her, and feel her...
She lies just out of arms reach, and no matter how close I move, She moves farther away...
This is hell...

Its just illusions that rip me to shreds in this hallway/
The worst illusion was “Forever & Always”//


*Dedicated to the momory of my ex-girl...maybe she'll feel my pain in time. Look for the song version on my upcoming album...

Whether you reply to this or not...I couldn't care less, I just want poeple to know that this pain is to much to hold in.



-nothing is permenant-