aight i read both of em...... i can relate to alot of ur shit girl wise...... word to Ashley takin ur letters and shit to show everyone juss to clown on u..... i had that shit happen, but yet again, i actually went with that girl for more than a week and shit.... lol, more like half a year.... but i can feel ya man.... Ashley seems like one fucked up girl, and kinda slutty to me....

if i have any rep on this site, im prolly gonna lose it right now, lol, but ur story with Ashley #1 really reminds me of that Bow wow song(*rep gone*) "My Baby"...... im guessin uve prolly heard it from a while back, but if u havent, that shit would prolly relate to u.....

man, if anyone cared about my life i would do this.... and i like the whole thing about dudes "not comin out" and shit.... i dont live in the hood..... so wats the thing about not comin outa the house... esp. wen u juss move it.... is it juss bein intimidated and shit???? w/e..... nice story man, too bad it doesnt end.

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I made that suggestion once but everyone tried to come up with excuses of why it's not by pointing out the tinyest differences, so I gave up.

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Wow, I started readin' this fully expectin' to end up postin' somethin' like, "Who the fuck gives a shit", but that shit was madd interestin', and makes you seem a lot more human i guess. dope shit, good story, even though it sounds like you had some shitty times. I don't think that girl was meant for you homie, i been through madd shit like that, and you'll find someone better anyway. Is that the girl in your sig?

-CJ-

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And about Ashley being a slut ( yes I do still love her ) it doesn't seem like shes a slut, she is just really unsure about what she wants, I know thats probably not how she came off but I have known her for a long time.

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dude seriously...... from wat u sed, that song is like mirror image....... but yea, i can see how she could not be a slut since ur tryna sum up half a year in like a few pages of writin, and its not even all about her...... juss stay up man...... shes not that girl in ur sig, is she????

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Aiight word. Pretty much what I told you on AIM is how I think about this. Ashley is only in it because she wants to look cool infront of people. Its like gold diggers when you get older, cept at the moment these girls are younger and are only looking to get with whos gonna make them look cooler infront of people.

Basically you gotta work out where you stand. Your true friends and your enemies are the only people whos important. Everyone else is like an extra in a movie or a game that we call life. To be compleatly honest with you, I dont think you should waste too much time on ashley. Tap her as often as you can get away with, but think of it as sex without the connection. Cause shes only bound to break up with you as soon as the next guy thats going places comes in.

Remember that life is just one big performance though.. How far you get in it all comes back to your motivation to learn and look at things from a bigger picture perspective.

Remember that.

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and damn man..... i look at my post times... i started readin at 10 35..... and finished at 11 06..... Damn that shit was long.....

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Sorry ='(

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Oh and the girl in my sig isn't Ashley, but Ashley does pretty much look like her

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^ manny shits on Ashley....

Looks....no, they are damn near eachother

Manny acts just like Ashley yo, maybe thats why I like her so much

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read it, ill post up some of my life shit toommorw and mine will br good two, thats cool soc hoe old is that girl in the sig?

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man soc this story = dope as fuck.....kept me readin man this shit wuz excitin i'ma post up my life story sumtime cuz tha same shit happened 2 me

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Now that everyone likes it I might actually write it up as a movie script

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