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01-25-05, 09:52 PM
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I live (Exclusively For RV)
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Yo This is sort of a Nas "live now" type flow..but yo must stop at (...)'s
it flows right,but This isn't really a topic...Its just my feelings today.. Ventilated into rap,I didn't try for vocab at all..so don't quote on that.. I'm just realy losing enthusiasm for life right now. __________________________________________________ ____________ I Live As I stand In...between the intercetion...of our lives.. I realise... we aren't making progression of our time.. We...just live for the future..as Our moments are wasted.. being ants instead of grasshoppers..and I know this is nature Packing College degress,for careers you'll never see.. using punctuation for lettering,wasting precious time to better me.. Yes.. I'm on a rapsite..and Yes this won't land me a deal.. but oviously this does something for me,if I'm standing here still.. nobody gets I wanna dropout,hell If I care bout being locked out.. but I'm being abused,veiwing live,through my eyes seeing knockouts.. While I can be elsewhere...even the devil knows its hell here.. I'm happier at school,this spot on the stairs is where I felt tears.. this dent on the wall is where I fell here,this black eye I've got.. Be sure there wasn't a belt here..I feel this is making life worse.. for everyone around.......me,they see..my complaining although I hope they don't hate me..I've been droopy eyed lately.. My face isn't changing,jus yesterdays tracing,in other cases.. I've got myself an April..my girl not the month,now the world is much less.. drama and depressing as it was before..but I fear god will take her.. so I can suffer more...and for..reason I have yet to understand.. How can I move foward..If I'm punched when I advance.. no lunch on my demands,nor any money,despite the cuts along my pants.. I'm not the one to worry,about brandnames,and fanbase.. I don't got plenty clothes,but I got clothes,there's nothing I can hate.. I can admit,seeing niggas,at leas,getting an outfit every week.. make me feel little,although I never speak..you can't attempt.. to Edit me,my personality occured of time,although the curse isn't mine.. It has been others having worse in there lives,I see I'm rambling.. about feelings,bu don't Panick I'm not finshed,I'm just damaged.. too of sickness...mentally with living..My oppinions give niggas shivers.. I no longer in it timid..I replinish every lyrics,liek spilling every drop of blood.. with a raindrop clear tear,splashin to top it up..raymel seem concerned.. even ask if I eat at home,I told him no,but I often find peace alone.. Freddy and his mockery,dishonors me it got me..he told me.. I'll be a nigga on the streets,told me I'd regret it,and I just neglect it.. who knew untill this day these words I never forget it..played back.. why'd he have to say that..my brainwaves,just play that tape back.. and it leaves me worried..and it even hurts me..and leaves me cursing.. what if he right,my sophmore year emergin..what I I try?.. I think but I just quit and stick to the 1st thing..hiphop habits are lurking.. call it a distraction..and say all this is isn't magic..tell me.. 50's magic stick isn't plastic..tell me..If I'm wrong for my way of life.. tell me if I'ma pay the price..then you'll say what I swear I heard my reflection say tonight... I've cleared it all out,I've spilled my guts.. I won't clean em up...but I'll still be cut..whether this intrested you.. or if it filled you up..something beckoned you..I only have this.. believe me the rest I lose..thank you for being my company.. I now have respect for you.. Bridge/ Don't waste time planning,you'll miss your chances.. just like I just did.. (sigh) IF I don't provide mansions,don't comment on my antics.. must be my dibs..I will.. (sigh) -peace- http://community.rapverse.com/showthread.php?t=167449 http://community.rapverse.com/showthread.php?t=172967
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