dwelled feelings,so much pain is rained,
but im the 1 who drank + sniffed who the fuck am i 2 complain??
cant sleep,man im waiting for that chang over,
its gona b so bad,but for a whole night wiv the women i was a real casanova.
so many body parts affected wiv that potent mix of drink+drugs,
smoking aint that clever either,my tongue feels like a persian rug!
brain flickering back and forth,remembering the nights events,
man that bird was ai8t,shit wot a prick iv spent the fuckin rent.
cant focus, wots the nxt bad thought creeping in?
its times like this that u wish u cud buy another drug 2 wash away ur sins.
eyes closeing quickly,but brain speeding up,
man 2moro will b a test of strength,concience plz shut the fuck up!!!!
thinking so deep,losing my way,
cant take this depression,wonder if god cud or wud help if i prayed???
i doubt it,i dont deserve it,dont wont it or do i???
so confussed,
need that sleep fast,cant keep up wiv my body+brain,
1 min shivering,the next dripping hot,is it really worth it? this cant b humaine!
feel proper down,should i cry??
wot the fuck for??? its a cum down! i aint gonna die!!!
im dreaming but still awake,
bad dreams again,keep jumping up,i jus dont know how much more i can take!