mics i've hit up
http://www.rapbattles.com/forum/sho...&threadid=91067
http://www.rapbattles.com/forum/sho...9633#post899633
http://www.rapbattles.com/forum/sho...9642#post899642

Paranoia
Pedro Nok
What's happenin?...Somethin's creepin in the darkness...
Is it in my head?.. must I stay quiet? or should I start This?
Too many questions in my head...I'm in a paranoid state
Is it my time to leave this earth... Or Is my death my fate?
No, Fuck that, I won't enter into this One man mind games
Cos If I do enter these...My sanity will be shot down in flames
I'll try to regain the way things were..stop lookin over my shoulder
My heart seems to be gettin colder...As the darkness takes over
AAAAHHHH!!!...Did I scream out loud?...Shit I'm talkin to myself
As I contemplate this suicide shit...I'm hazardous to my health
But I can't take this shit no more...I'm livin a life that's depressed
Enterin normal situations....And then start buggin cos I'm stressed

BrixtonIrreversable
Defensive Mechanisms Go Down..Still Hearin Voices,Change Ma Life Around
Pound For Pound...I Can't Handle Doses Of Nuttin But The Ground
Coz Am Starin At Life Obsessed With Padded Walls And Doors
Rooms Filled With Cussions So Am Not Self Mutilating On The Floor
Shit..I Ain't Even Reached Twenty..And I'm Disabled In The Mind,
Makin People In My Brain...Jus For An Excuse To Look Behind
No Matter How Many Appointments..Nor How Many Examiners
I'll Still Be A Fukin Show...Another Example For All To Laminate
Or Hate...Coz Not Even Other Nut Cases Want To Associate With Me
The Only Chance Of Me Talkin...Is To My Real Friends,But Thy're In A T.V
C.v...Check My Past...I Shoulda Listened To Ma Boss Coz He Knew I Wouldnt Last
But He Gasped..Coz He Was On The Recieving End Of Death That Happened Fast

The Fix...(Hook x2)
I feel The World Cave in...As the Insanity of this mind Kicks In
For You Its Jus A Sin...But For Me Its A Battle I Gotta Win
I need to kick this habit...If not for myself, For my family
But In End...Am Jus Another Case Of A Plague That Hit Humanity

Pedro NokEnterin The Dark
As this suicidal thoughts become inbedded...I catcha glimpse Of the Devil
Looks Me square in the eye...And begins to yell "Pedro,we got a score to settle"
What? How the Fuck?...How Has it become now my time to perish?
So that's it end of my existance?...Pedro Nok finished? Pedro Nok diminished?
I asked six questions...He replied with the Unfathomable answer...the 666
Shit I am buggin paranoia...Cold turket settin in, need my next fix
-Brixton-TIME'S UP?
Wow...Doctor Fixed Me Up Kwik..But I'm Goin Drowsey,Feeling Sick
I Said If He Sorted Me Out,I'd Do Anythin...I'd Suck His Dick
But A Kwik Flick Of The Switch..He Had Twelve Porter Boys Come Beat Me Like A Bitch
So Now My Twitch...Has Got Worser By The Day,Now Become A Lifelong Itch
Oh Well..Lifes Over!!!...Can't Think Of More Shit Left To Say But Prey....
Coz While I'm Sucking Through Straws,Grab Ya Life N Live It Day By Day......

The Fix...(Hook x2)
I feel The World Cave in...As the Insanity of this mind Kicks In
For You Its Jus A Sin...But For Me Its A Battle I Gotta Win
I need to kick this habit...If not for myself, For my family
But In End...Am Jus Another Case Of A Plague That Hit Humanity