i dont know what i wrote. i dont want to read it back to myself..
im going through some hard times with my girlfriend of a year..
so i wrote this and decided to show it to anyone whom wishes to read it..

your words tell me nothing but lies
so i look to your eyes and i see the truth
the glossy shield.. hiding your emotions
i stare deep into your gaze.. i no longer see you
all i see is this woman.. whom i no longer know
where is the girl i fell in love with....
she dissapeared in the mist of your tears
when your eyes bled with guilt..
i knew that i hadnt payed attention
i let this relationship that we had built
crumble to nothing.. without even knowing
i was blind to your actions.. you told me but..
i didnt see the true meaning of your words..
they werent lies.. they were clues..
but when i discovered your secrets.
you were too far gone.. your hearts no longer mine
regrets in my mind.. i could have avoided this
but i know now that its final.. its this time
that it all comes to an end.. we part in our lives
i can no longer love another..
because i left a piece of me with you
a vital piece of me.. that is yours too keep forever
no matter where you go... or what decisions you make
my heart remains yours.. but you can have yours back
i dont want you to live in sadness.. so ill release my grasp
give back what was once yours.. so you can love again
let my tears tell you everything.. my tears mean more than words
my tears mean this.. my tears mean i'll love you forever

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