Sweat pouring DOWN my FACE.. my whole life its like i have a permanant FROWN on my FACE..
everyday i wish i could DROWN in my DISGRACE..
looking down at this BLACK GUN hearing it CRACK would be FUN...
i could never go BACK it could never be UNDONE...
i wish i could pull this TRIGGER and end my PAIN...
make this hole in my head BIGGER then before i CAME...
i have pity on the DIGGER who has to bury my tormented BRAINS...
never had FRIENDS.. never knew LOVE.. never wanted a BENZ...
just wanted to be pure and free like ONE MAN BAND (R.I.P) till he DOVE an his life ENDS...
is anyone even going to notice from ABOVE? my whole life on EARTH has been a DISASTER...
people say ive been posessed by BIRTH they even took me to see a PASTOR... people see my ragged appearance and im not even WORTH the LAUGHTER...
im TURNING the gun over in my HANDS BURNING to see if this was "Part of God's PLANS"...
YEARNING to see what death DEMANDS i have no FEAR of death, just fear of the UNKNOWN...
im glad i have the tool to DISSAPEAR with no GROANS...
because my whole life i've been crying not TEARS.. but STONES..
because my HEART is as hard as a ROCK...
if someone ever said they love me.. i mightve just DEPARTED from SHOCK...
turn the GLOCK over in my hands one more TIME...
take a look at the CLOCK its 12:00.. God your MINE's...
BLAST the gun last thing i see.. the door UNLOCKS and me and death.. start to COMBINE...
starting to feel free far from CONFINED.. this place is the end?? DANM...
its cool.. cuz i think i see my man T-REX, big pun, an 2-pac cyphering with ONE MAN BAND...

R.I.P ONE MAN BAND... T-REX... BIG PUN... 2-PAC...

when they left hip hop was in a state of SHOCK!!!!!