im tired.....


im tired of backstabin bitch ass friends.
im tired of commiting so many sins.
im tired of living alone in a broken home.
im tired of my dad screaming in my dome.
im tired of havin skinin friends on crack.
im tired of seeing them sniff a line in the back.
im tired of soaking in my own sorrow.
im tired of seeing a continuas tomorrow.
im tired of living the same bullshit everyday.
im tired of living in this world anyway.....

im tired of living, so i might as well put out my missery.
tape a bomb up and send it to myself, express delivery.
i need a way to express what i feel and how to do it.
rap isnt workin that well, and i though i could do it.
i thought one day all the wars would be over.
but i see that it getting more redder then rover.. (the big red dog.)
like we need more bombs fallin from the sky.
why not just throw the earth into the sun so we can all die.

im tired of not being able to sleep with a tylenol pm.
im tired of the rappers and me wanting to be them.
im tired of living a life not worth living.
im tired of millionares being rich, but never giving.
im tired of having a minimum bank fund.
im tired of always havin to resort back to guns.
im tired of the world talking behind my back.
im tired of throwin up the middle finger and sayin suck on that.


word.....

im tired of having the same friends with no skills.
all they do is sit around popin perscription pills.
feelin ill. saying life aint worth the time.
but back in there mind they dont have the ballz.....
to pull the trigger of a nine.
im tired of billionares not giving there part to the world.
like there the only ones that live here, wut bout us boys and girls.
im really tired of repeating myself explaining wut to do.
yall have a brain and u should try puttin it to use.

im tired of the lives takin away for no reason.
im tired of people talkin bout god, but not believin.
im tired of wars that really have no meaning.
im tired of bush saying wut were needing.
im tired of ppl saying whats best for me.
im tired of people saying sorry for my family.
im tired of a life livin in the shadows.
im tired of hiding and never knowin when to go.
im tired of the world saying it will improve.
im tired of livin knowing that were screwed.

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im so ill that cancer thinks im its father.