^ your doin your thang gurl, I wouldnt be depressed with the talent and potential you got... you feel me

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^^ Chea. Thanx.......That's why in Most Topical/Poetry Leagues on everysite

411hype
Rapworlds
Rapbattles
Hiphopscenes
Rapverse

Chea...I'm on all them sites..Topical/Poetry Leagues.

I have a life so dont come in here blazing "O this girl got no life"

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mystery Is a Freak!!

ITawAPuddyKat: Yeah, I guess. But I won't be a Lesbo for life.
Smartone Freal: oh so u DO have plans of turnin str8
ITawAPuddyKat: Well Yes, Yes I do.
Smartone Freal:
ITawAPuddyKat: Lol, all smiles aren't we? Lol
Smartone Freal: lol yea i cant hide what i think bout u
Smartone Freal:
ITawAPuddyKat: ...Oh, what DO you think about me? Lol
Smartone Freal: lol sorry thats private
ITawAPuddyKat: EWWWWWWW..*Sigged*

SUCK MY DICK...it helps

^^ Your being stupid.................

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mystery Is a Freak!!

ITawAPuddyKat: Yeah, I guess. But I won't be a Lesbo for life.
Smartone Freal: oh so u DO have plans of turnin str8
ITawAPuddyKat: Well Yes, Yes I do.
Smartone Freal:
ITawAPuddyKat: Lol, all smiles aren't we? Lol
Smartone Freal: lol yea i cant hide what i think bout u
Smartone Freal:
ITawAPuddyKat: ...Oh, what DO you think about me? Lol
Smartone Freal: lol sorry thats private
ITawAPuddyKat: EWWWWWWW..*Sigged*

on the real ppl who do suicide is stupid..

I've had these thoughts so fuckin much its rediculous.It mostly comes when shit feels helpless or pointless.I remember when I used to be like,"oh I bet if I kill myself them niggas'll feel bad".Not anymore since I basically stopped givin a fuck about people.I at times have suicidal thoughts only when I don't see the point of living.Usually the only time I don't feel em is when I'm recording a song.Like even when I'm mixing and shit it feels good.I been to the school shrink and shit and the nigga was like "I think your depression comes from problems at home" and I'm like "no shit sherlock".

I feel you on that one Indeph...

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mystery Is a Freak!!

ITawAPuddyKat: Yeah, I guess. But I won't be a Lesbo for life.
Smartone Freal: oh so u DO have plans of turnin str8
ITawAPuddyKat: Well Yes, Yes I do.
Smartone Freal:
ITawAPuddyKat: Lol, all smiles aren't we? Lol
Smartone Freal: lol yea i cant hide what i think bout u
Smartone Freal:
ITawAPuddyKat: ...Oh, what DO you think about me? Lol
Smartone Freal: lol sorry thats private
ITawAPuddyKat: EWWWWWWW..*Sigged*

^ its just a phase with certain people, you know that hommie... everyone has there times, even you... and you know it... you know

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yea sumtimes I'm depressed...but I dont think about suicide, or hurtin my self, I let out my depression and anger toward something or someone....

example: if I'm pissed anything I see I'm a punch....
If I'm depressed I go and write a song or go and chill on my block

^ I feel that... now when i get mad, i be gettin crazy... back into old habit type shit, and when sad. Ima be honest, I dont know what to do with myself. Its all balled up so bad sometimes I dont know how to let it out... ima write about that, ima have alot of shit in the open mic shortly so yall get ready to hit it all up...

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