he used to wake up everyday just waiting for it to begin
headin out to school, just waiting cause he never knew when
it would start, just usually random times random spots
he was always the one who was taking the cheap shots
just a young kid and they made fun of cuz he had a deep voice
he was born with it, not like he had a choice
he tryed so hard to just keep it all concealed
as his wounded heart begin to slowly heal
but just as he finally got over it, it all started again
getting fed up, the kid begin to cringe
sick of all the hate, sick of it always being him
everyone always tearin him from limb to limb
it started to take it's toll, like he had a bleeding heart
the pain the suffering of always being tore apart

But Years past, He finally had a girlfriend now
Holding his head up, no longer being pushed around
Loving her so, he would do anything just to let her know
she wasn't just another hoe, oh how he loved her so
things were going perfectly, he had total trust
he didn't think it was possible to have so much lust
often they would fight, but things were usually alright
till one the one night, she looked at him, things weren't right
"I cant take this anymore, so i'm guess i'm callin the quits"
He looked up at her in tears, thinking he tried so hard to commit
she walked out the door, and left him standing in tears
"how could she do that, after all those loving years"
the pain in his heart, felt like it just got torn apart
so he said fuck it, he thought to himself it's time to depart

After all he's been through he's finally been through enough
looking back at times, wondering why he had it so rough
so he picked up the knife, and put it to his wrist
"why did god put me on this earth, i'd rather not exist"
slowly begin to cut himself, he didn't mind the pain
he fell to the floor, with blood drippin from his veins
surrounded in a puddle of blood, thinkin this is the end
all he wanted in life, is to have just one friend.....

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