My Myspace

Topical: vs Tstorm
Topical: vs Mista authentiq
OM: Grow up
The Council

This is a lil topical joint I jus came up wit about my Grandfather's death (2nd topical ever)


I dropped the phone and sat in silence can’t believe this is real
This can’t be anything but life dishin another raw deal
No appeals, seems so unreal, so I pinched my left arm
Squoze it tight and broke the skin…yeah the shit did some harm
So I sighed and dried my tears cuz I’m still in reality
Couldn’t rise up to my feet…not in the right mentality
So I just sat there for a minute still shocked in disbelief
Wish my moms would come and hold me so I could feel some relief
.
.
But wait a second u cats don’t even know the story
So I’mma break it down for ya and give God all the glory
.
.
.
I’ll skip back about 5 minutes…yeah right there’s about it
Sorry…had to press rewind…now we’re back lickety split
1:37 in the a.m. the phone rings…but something ain't right
The tone of the phone is agitated as if expressing contrite
I awake sluggishly with wintergreen scope on my breath
Unaware that this phone call was concerning a death
“Hello” is what I said in a deep raspy tone
“Is this some kin to Johnny T I’m speaking with on this phone?”
All I could think is Oh my God, but “I’m his grandson” is what I said
“Well I regret to inform you this but…your grandfather is dead”
.
.
.
Fast forward to the wake where mom cries with revere
Makes it clear that she’s distraught that her dad is not here
It cut my family so deep…the scar left was so severe
Everybody broken and cryin, I’m bein strong not sheddin tears
I know it's o.k. for men to cry but, I’ll do it on my own time
Cuz right now my family needs me…life ain’t seemin sublime
But God brought me through the pain…lifted me to my feet
Showed me Johnny T in a dream helped me become complete
Told me don’t worry bout gramps I got this under control
Follow my word, live ya life right and....BEHOLD
.
.
Then he opened up the heavens and allowed me to look
“You’ll be granted eternal life when we close the pages of ya book”

::.Battles.::
None

Originally Posted by Ghost do ya need ne GFX headz? holla at me fam haha 1

Seangunner@gmail.com
For Anyone Who Wants to Talk to Me

^^I think this explains my view on gangster rap perfectly.

Topical: vs Tstorm
Topical: vs Mista authentiq
OM: Grow up
The Council

This was a topical I wrote for a battle I was supposed to have in V.E. on delicate decisions


Pulling Tha Plug

Drivin down I-75, grain grippin and lane switchin
Next thing a nigga know…I’m on the ground twitchin
Sirens blarin in my ear, shards of glass everywhere
Lookin at tha paramedic wit a blank stare of despair
Last thing I remember I was passin tha blunt to my mans
Now as I lay motionless all a nigga thinkin is …“damn”
I’m in tha back of tha truck…now they takin my vitals
They on tha RV talking to medics waitin for our arrival
I’m blackin in and out, can’t keep a grip on consciousness
Everytime I wake up I’m thinkin “I must be blessed”


I’m in the hospital now, can’t even remember tha ride
I awoke and all my family was right by my side
I prayed to tha lord…thanked him I was still alive
Still had movement in my head but I couldn’t vocalize
But that’s o.k. I’m livin and that’s all that mattered
Until the doctor came in and my whole world jus shattered
Told me I’d never walk again that I’d never talk again
Only way I’d bring sin into this world is by thinkin it in
“Do u understand what I’m saying…blink if you get the point”
Tried to say yes….…but could only blink with disappoint


Day one I cried for hours and I couldn’t wipe my tears
Wondered what my life would be like in a couple of years
Mom and dad came on day two, to soothe and console
But nothing could soothe me…I had no body control

Life as a vegetable…mom and dad carryin quite a load
And I’m cryin everyday…I’m at the end of the road
My parents loved me and they did this to show their love
Not wantin me to suffer…told doc “PULL THA PLUG”