As I get older,my favourite memories now have faded
my clothes feel old and dated and styles have elevated
to the point, I feel that I have been penetrated
by a knife that sharp and Serrated, a blade that cuts my heart and taintes
any possiblity of my career being excavated
from the trench of my miserble decraded.... life
the strive, the acony ive gone through
which equates to 2, consicutive life senstences
one of misery, the other destiny
the circle has gone through, the 360 degrees all now true
all I have left now knife wounds
and night terrors, i wake up sweating gloom,
i go to sleep fearing Doom,
and live my life, never right, overbearing concious, underweighted sight

the reason I say this all, is not for lyrical insight, its for a inwardly journey
into what quite possibly could be your life!

in the future, or perhaps even now, your devoloping your mind, through every action you do, every contemplation, everything you say and Do

im not overstating, nor am i overrating, misconseption is that i am debating
when really i am explorating

exploring possiblities of all our future failings!!

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