I try and Softly Focus on the subject, but it remains aloof,
These aspirations, are what they are, not my lively truth,
Because I am stuck on what I'm not doing, without proof,
So I can't complain, as these stories tell of all the same,
Read these with sorrow, you may feel all my hearts pain,

Jake's Story

He was the undoubted, target of uncivilized bullies,
He hadn't an idea of what was wrong with him fully,
Why had God paid him this devious anguished price,
'Causing Jake enough greivence to kill himself twice,
Neither time's worked, neither time killed him at all,
Until it fully reached him, stumbling upon it, Mid-Fall,
He wouldn't kill himself, he'd killed those he dis-liked,
He was inspired to kill, Frank, Dwight, and Big Mike,

Frank's Story

Frank, was a product of the eviroment he grew up in,
Verbal assaults, beatings, and disregard for women,
That's including his mother, for her, no one caredless,
The beatings she had taken increased Frank's stress,
So that's when he would releive himself, bullying jake,
Acting hard on the outside, though in he would break,
So he inspired to, act as though he wasn't a real fake,

Dwight's Story

Inappropriate touching's,...misleading as he was young,
He was confused as to what it had made him, he'd sung,
The man, who cause him all this grief, died bein' old man,
He had nothing to vent with, Jake was his life's program,
As he gave him viscious beating's he pictured, the fingers,
Up and down, the horrible thoughts in his head still linger,
He was touched, he was fucked, as only a young minor,
So he inspired to take back, what threw him in the wire,

Big Mike's Story

Gangbanging seemed as an everyday event for Big Mike,
I really meant in the sense of gangs and gay's just alike,
You see, at the age of 15, 2 big events for him took place,
Shot a man to get in the Bloods, and caught a case of drips,
In the long run, the Bloods wasn't as important as his lips,
He kissed many dicks, As much as he hated gangs like Crips,
Angry with himself, he would beat on poor little Jakey boy,
Not knowing the consequences, of this years hating toy,
So Big Mike, inspired, to beat good old Jakey... senslessly
To take away from everyone finding out that he has ...HIV

Concluding Jake..

Yes he would kill them, that was his main lifes thrill,
It raced through his mind like Columbine, kill, kill, kill,
Hense, he knows he couldn't ever go through reality,
So he kills himself, not his 3 inspiring personalilities...