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01-31-04, 05:58 PM
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Eddy.
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Dealing with depression Ft. Speek E.Z & Straight Ace
IP:
Speek E.z...
Caught In My Unholy Confessions, The Way I Deal With Depression.. Love Was A Lost Investment, That Didn’t Come To Me With Succession.. She Had Me Second Guessing, Did She Truly Love Or Was She Just Messing.. My Mind Was Always Stressing, Unaware Of The Depth Of Loves Lesson.. A Fool Struck By Cupid’s Arrow, Who Thought That You Might Just Feel Me.. But The Chances Are Slim To Zero, Because I Had To Deal With True Reality.. And What I See Is You And Him, With No Remnants Of Our Loveless Past.. I Look Back On What I Could’ve Been, But I Jumped In Head First, Just To Fast.. Now There Is Nothing Left For Me, I Feel No Reason In Going On And Living.. But I Just Want You To Wait And See, The Outcome Of My New Life’s Beginning.. The word keep on sliding.. in ways of different expressions... but we all deal in our own way, with our deepest depressions.. Straight Ace.. Dwellin' upon past..cant let it go.. Been livin in Atlantis like reality was masked.. Corners get company, as i face off the truth & the earth.. Reconsider all my possibilities which i didnt take.. Since my birth, ...Lots of thoughts canter through my mind.. ..All bringin more questions.. Instead of that one answer im desperate to find.. Mindset shines through..through these writings...Just see.. How this paragraph looks clutterd...like my sanity.. Cold gusts creep through holes, movin the paper..i slip.. Deform the next letter.. I cry as i hear my nails..slippin from my sense & losin grip.. The word keep on sliding.. in ways of different expressions... but we all deal in our own way, with our deepest depressions.. Edicius... I looked into the sky facing this cold faceless expression, my eyes closed & in my mind confessing this confession.. While a cold breeze of almost freezing wind past me by.. the answer flowed away & the wonder stays why?.. I cant figure out the way that it suposed to be.. why the struggle keeps tightening & the ways getting smaller.. for me to feel free.. still my darkside is exosed but i didnt asked for this the puzzle unable to finish, cause of this pieces i miss.. But i dont know what happend but inside it snapped, the reasons seemed stupid.. but its me that cant forget.. I wish that i could, but i just feel that i cant.. U are just in my heart so deep... Still my beloved.. please u must understand.. ur not, but close to an obsession What ever people think!.. I guess i cant deal with my kind of depression..
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