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Living a Lie
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I'm living a lie, each day is filled with broken promising
I pray to God but it's all seeped in hopeless dishonesty He's on to me, secrets and lies are simply monotony To me it's all the same, a life of sex, cash & pot you see Is not for me, it's not like I'm afraid to kill or to die I'm just scared that I might lie just one too many times I've never let it show, but it's still killing me inside No matter how many vows I just can't seem to comply I'm trying to trade, all of the bullshit I've made Want all my sins forgiven, I just want a fresh new slate I'm trying to trade, all of the lies that I've made To be good in God's eyes but I'm worthless as a slave... I promised myself never again would I touch a cigarette But as soon as I'm stressed, I just pretend to forget Thinkin' I got a tough guy facade, I'm just tryin to impress Bettin years from now sayin yes is somethin that I'll regret Said I'm done pushin drugs on children in the community But I keep dealin to kids who aint even gone through puberty Sayin it's "cool" to see, these youngstas smokin tha Blu-burr-y But they way too young why the fuck did I ruin they future dreams I said never again will I hit another man Next day I sent a punk spinnin like a ceilin fan This dude talked too much smack, I said here's your warning Didn't listen so I made like a typhoon and started storming Late at night on my knees prayin to God imploring "What if I neva threw a fist, would I still be here mourning?" I wanted to visit was rejected but still offered yall Cos I just wanted to say sorry I put you in the hospital I'm trying to trade, all of the bullshit I've made Want all my sins forgiven, I just want a fresh new slate I'm trying to trade, all of the lies that I've made To be good in God's eyes but I'm worthless as a slave... 3 deceits at once, beat the life outta a soldja Whose name is now in the "death certificates" folder That's right it's over, I'm so fuckin sorry neva shouda done it Just thought if I got clappin and won I'd find it funny But it wasn't, then makin deals utterin "...fine it's sold" Never even stopped to think that this kid was 9 years old Not only that, but I simply didn't wanna look wack so I picked up that FAGGOT and sparked the tobacco I know it's wrong, I've seen it firsthand, dying of cancer But I can't do everything so tell me lord, what's my plan sir? I'm trying to trade, all of the bullshit I've made Want all my sins forgiven, I just want a fresh new slate I'm trying to trade, all of the lies that I've made To be good in God's eyes but I'm worthless as a slave...
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