About to succumb to the stress of life to hard to handle ,leave works undone die make the chaos of life scramble/

a mercenary out to kill my self with the illusion im the enemy ,the corrupted side in-a-me is saying "a brick wall" keep cruising dont be afraid to lose it /

i almost blew it, crossed the line twice, getting two steps from the edge about to meet jesus christ/

this aint suicide its the answer i am riddled bowed down to drinkin cancer by the gallons ,without fear i may die ,leave my family with questions that can only be answered with why/

pressure disrupting services enough gas to bust your nervousness/

i wanna leave this place hide in the dark away from the pervertedness/

within me the world is a perfect storm/

im the odd facing the norm/ this is the way of life, forget it,

ill die in the swarm/