when i hit this blunt thoughts come to the mind// why do i gotta live this life? why do i gotta stay on the grind?//shits fucked up thats what i coped to find// im only 15 but im not blind// livin in a world full of sin juss tryin to shine// i wish the best for my people but somehow we're always behind// terroist attack and crooked government// this shit cant be right? this shit aint heaven sent// nowa days mary janes (weed) my best friend// why am i here? why me ? what can you see ? another nigga what am i supposed to be?// growin up in an environment of thugs drugs and slugs// no love no hugs // can u not see me im gettin walked on like rugs//The american dream man fuck that shit// how am i gonna get there stuck in the system livin in the pits//fucked up schools fucked up teachers fucked up environment//man fuck the world yall motherfuckers got me bent//whats the world tryna hide dark like a tint// gods my only resort he gives me the strength// bcuz me and the world arent ment