a sickened feeling like my head has been caged by adrenaline rage
my face strikes its deadliest gaze glossed with a venomous glaze
suddenly struck mentally dazed in this state I make many mistakes
as my legacy is left in disgrace I sit shamed and red in the face
lately it's gotten so crazy I truly hate the monster they made me
at 18 went ta vietnam as a baby trusted kennedy not ta betray me
constantly craving blood from the toxins in the shot that they gave me
having these evil thoughts on the daily even god couldn't save me
recently diagnosed with a case of post traumatic acid flach backs
but these god damn quacks don't even begin to have facts
because the government certainly covered every last track
when they turned an entire fleet of patriotic marines into lab rats
it was nothing ta laugh at as the doctors squeezed the syringe
the fluid shot into my blood stream with a cringe then screaming begins
a sudden strike of fire through the vein begins seizing ya skin
accompanied by devils eating within and blood lust fiending ta sin
We were secret so noone gave a fuck when we became corrupt
our brains were stuck in rambling rage fa gooks we couldn't hate enough
our time taken up with crazy stuff I still remeber the girl who prayed for us
we raped the slut cooked and ate her just the memory is grave enough
every day im plagued with stuff demons of bodies my hands beheaded
lonely and neglected as the ghosts of the past attempt ta damn the present
I suddenly awake in hell toppling down from the end of this painful spell
my wife's in my arms eyes closed face is pale realizing it's too late i yell
she falls to the ground a lifeless shell her abdomen bleeding where my knife impaled