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11-30-04, 11:57 PM | #1 | |||||
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This is My Song
IP: AF76 A123
I wrote this a while ago...and I feel like it needs to be looked over more carefully...it needs to be brushed up...but i think this is one of my better pieces
Part 1 my emotions are restless, and my thoughts are abusing a million ideas racing, it couldn't be more confusing My future is unclear, I ask God to show my plan and he responds not with an answer, but a "fuck you man" Suicide is in heavy debate, but I've never taken the easy way out those of you who can't get a break know what I'm talkin about Depression is one step ahead of me, i can't seem to beat it and the more I go on, the more I continue to feed it Went to counseling to kill my problems and learn more about me turns out My problems are stubborn, and won't die without me Part 2 so than I look to my father who walked out, all he says is"I understand" and I reply by sayin how the fuck can you do that, your not even a man when the weight is too heavy i talk to a friend who takes my mind off the pain but the very next day I get hints that me and my boy are no longer the same I ask him whats goin on, and if maybe I did something wrong? than he proceeds to tell me that I'm livin in a song he tells me that My heart is the beat, My past is the first verse and my future is the last and that it will change for the better, and just keep the hook in my grasp I take his advice to heart and slowly start to feel better than the person who had just saved me died from a steel letter the sender was obvious, but the message was unclear tryin to read it, i dropped only one tear he was one of the few things I had to live for, wondering why he was taken from me but I wipe off the tear and live like he'd want, cause I knew that he loved me part 3 I'm jealous of his fate but know I must use it as my motivation Realize where my mind at isn't right, so I look for relocation found a comfortable spot, it was kept within a girl a woman who seemed to change every bad in my world I've never felt this good, so I decided she was the one to deliver me from my demons and than to deliver my son We were inseperable, like we were attatched at the soul I wish I would have seen that this love had it's toll she told me she was sick, and she would eventually die from H.I.V than I dropped to my knees and begged her to tell why she chose me she answerd by saying true love has no limits, and I wanted to die in your arms and that she wanted me to keep an eye on our seed so he stayed out of harm Now I realize that every good thing has something just as bad and wondering if my future was really worth being a dad deciding to hang on, to carry out my loves only request My son was delivered from a hole stretching from her abdomen to her chest see she had died that night, the labor was too much I place my son in her arms hoping he would remember her touch part 4 15 years later, everything I ever lost or never had I have gained through my son he had this incredible ability to make my life fun he was caring like his mother, and like my friend he was wild he even had advice for coping that I wish I had as a child he gave me the world, and all he wanted was my story i told him about my past and he smiled with pride and glory he told me, "dad, you should be proud..your a survivor, and I love you for that" I started to shed tears, so he hugged me as i told him that I loved him back many years later, he has grown into a wonderful man supporting his family by the sweat of his hand part 5 I have to break some news to him, I feel it will be too devastating so I keep it to myself and start to prepare my soul for some elevating I was also diagnosed with aids, i would die very soon why am I such a victim, why couldn't I die in the womb The answer becomes clear, I am an example for many generations when I come to this understanding i quit the hesitation so i call my son, and tell him the bad news Hoping that he plays my song to his children so they understand the blues I hear the phone drop, and soon after get a call from his wife she tells me that what I had told him had ended his life once again, I am the victim of theft my whole world stolen and crushed, i have nothing left getting sick and tired of the song that i'm hearing I decide to stop it without caring or fearing I ended my life at that moment, right there on the spot as my spirt rises I start to see people wrapping my body in cloth than I hear the phone ring, the call was meant for me but I didn't get to talk My son wasn't dead, he passed out from a clott wondering what the hell have I done, wanting to restart my song But i can't, all I can hope is that my sons continues to play, but doesn't finish it wrong
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Seek & Destroy We have fun in my basement Time is not long, and indecision is hells cemment. So the well is rented, untill heaven is relevant. Untill then, to be eloquent, sex cells, so le'ts cellibate. "watch what you watchin...fox keeps feedin' us toxin's..stop sleepin' start thinkin outside of the box and unplug from the matrix doctrine....but watch what you say cause big brother is watchin" - nas - sly fox The I.H.C.J.S.F.M.T.R.H.P.M.M.W.T.S.M.S.I.T.F.F.W.A.S. O Crew
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12-01-04, 12:00 AM | #2 | |||||
Banned: Cheating
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IP: 5043 32F4
hmmm you need to drop more man you losen your skill i usto see...or its just that ive gotten better but still this was a good piece...
vocab: good multis: good wordplay: alright on topic: yes openers and closers: good stucture: fell a lil but good flow: hella ya peep my collab with anxeity |
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12-01-04, 12:30 AM | #3 | |||||
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IP: AF76 A123
yo man...lmao....thanks for the feedbacl..but i stated in the beginning...i wrote this a while back
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Seek & Destroy We have fun in my basement Time is not long, and indecision is hells cemment. So the well is rented, untill heaven is relevant. Untill then, to be eloquent, sex cells, so le'ts cellibate. "watch what you watchin...fox keeps feedin' us toxin's..stop sleepin' start thinkin outside of the box and unplug from the matrix doctrine....but watch what you say cause big brother is watchin" - nas - sly fox The I.H.C.J.S.F.M.T.R.H.P.M.M.W.T.S.M.S.I.T.F.F.W.A.S. O Crew
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12-01-04, 12:31 AM | #4 | |||||||
You Love My Style.
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IP: 5572 2B68
Indepth shit..man i love this...i told u on aim
I have to say u one of the best topical writers ...in RV am serious
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12-23-04, 06:19 PM | #5 | |||||
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IP: AF76 A123
uppin for you..and you...and you
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Seek & Destroy We have fun in my basement Time is not long, and indecision is hells cemment. So the well is rented, untill heaven is relevant. Untill then, to be eloquent, sex cells, so le'ts cellibate. "watch what you watchin...fox keeps feedin' us toxin's..stop sleepin' start thinkin outside of the box and unplug from the matrix doctrine....but watch what you say cause big brother is watchin" - nas - sly fox The I.H.C.J.S.F.M.T.R.H.P.M.M.W.T.S.M.S.I.T.F.F.W.A.S. O Crew
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12-23-04, 07:25 PM | #6 | ||||
C.hristopher S.ean D.abatos
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IP: A34C 61B2
Where are your 2 links??
- If you do not have 2 links within 24 hours, you will have this thread closed untill u send them. -If you do this again you will get suspended from O.M. forum. - If you do it a 3rd time, you will get banned! -I. Mind
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12-23-04, 07:28 PM | #7 | |||||
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IP: AF76 A123
you can threaten me..but you can't drop feedback...shut the fuck up and go bother somebody else
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Seek & Destroy We have fun in my basement Time is not long, and indecision is hells cemment. So the well is rented, untill heaven is relevant. Untill then, to be eloquent, sex cells, so le'ts cellibate. "watch what you watchin...fox keeps feedin' us toxin's..stop sleepin' start thinkin outside of the box and unplug from the matrix doctrine....but watch what you say cause big brother is watchin" - nas - sly fox The I.H.C.J.S.F.M.T.R.H.P.M.M.W.T.S.M.S.I.T.F.F.W.A.S. O Crew
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12-23-04, 07:31 PM | #8 | ||||
C.hristopher S.ean D.abatos
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IP: A34C 61B2
What ever you say
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12-24-04, 04:57 PM | #9 | |||||
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IP: AF76 A123
uppin for some people to read who are going to read it..instead of threaten me...I.mind..why don't you close the rest of the threads in the OM forum that don't have links..because I've found quite a few un-intentionally...that are still at the top of the forum....do your job fairly...don't just force the rules on people who you don't like for one reason or another...the only reason your a menace to the public is because your annoying with this "2 link" rule...it's a good idea...and effective..but only if you go all the way...and not search and pick for people that you'd like to display your "power" to
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Seek & Destroy We have fun in my basement Time is not long, and indecision is hells cemment. So the well is rented, untill heaven is relevant. Untill then, to be eloquent, sex cells, so le'ts cellibate. "watch what you watchin...fox keeps feedin' us toxin's..stop sleepin' start thinkin outside of the box and unplug from the matrix doctrine....but watch what you say cause big brother is watchin" - nas - sly fox The I.H.C.J.S.F.M.T.R.H.P.M.M.W.T.S.M.S.I.T.F.F.W.A.S. O Crew
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12-25-04, 03:39 PM | #10 | ||||||
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IP: 3CA2 23C7
it was wack...well not that wack..sorry but had to tell ya what i feel...i wasn't feeling the flow. like the 4 jawn is mad short. and whats between those "verses" to connect e3m and all, or is supposed to be like intrumental then??? well may be way ya typed it made the flow fall off, but oh well...piece don't be pissed at me
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12-25-04, 05:18 PM | #11 | |||||
Out-Spoken
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IP: AF76 A123
it's called transitions that are between the lines..and the purpose is to make the verse less tedious to read..it would like 10 times more overwhemling if i crammed it all together...and don't say it's wack...when all you have to complain about is flow....the flow is there...you just read it wrong..and besides that...flow is not even an important aspect to text writing...audio..it is..but not text..text is about the message..about whats in the lines..not the length of the lines...if you dont understand that..your in the wrong place
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Seek & Destroy We have fun in my basement Time is not long, and indecision is hells cemment. So the well is rented, untill heaven is relevant. Untill then, to be eloquent, sex cells, so le'ts cellibate. "watch what you watchin...fox keeps feedin' us toxin's..stop sleepin' start thinkin outside of the box and unplug from the matrix doctrine....but watch what you say cause big brother is watchin" - nas - sly fox The I.H.C.J.S.F.M.T.R.H.P.M.M.W.T.S.M.S.I.T.F.F.W.A.S. O Crew
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12-25-04, 09:38 PM | #12 | ||||||
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IP: 2201 9038
its wack its wack its wack......sorry i like to do the opposite of what people tell me to do.......................ummmm i believe flow should be there all the time
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12-25-04, 11:18 PM | #13 | |||||
Out-Spoken
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IP: AF76 A123
lmao..like I said before..flow is there..YOU read it wrong...all I was saying is..in text...flow is one of the least important things..although it is important..it doesn't have to be incredible to make the piece more meaningful...and it's funny you say you like to do the opposite of what people tell you....because..it makes you think your being rebellious...but really it's much easier for people to control you...
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Seek & Destroy We have fun in my basement Time is not long, and indecision is hells cemment. So the well is rented, untill heaven is relevant. Untill then, to be eloquent, sex cells, so le'ts cellibate. "watch what you watchin...fox keeps feedin' us toxin's..stop sleepin' start thinkin outside of the box and unplug from the matrix doctrine....but watch what you say cause big brother is watchin" - nas - sly fox The I.H.C.J.S.F.M.T.R.H.P.M.M.W.T.S.M.S.I.T.F.F.W.A.S. O Crew
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12-25-04, 11:21 PM | #14 | |||||
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IP: AF76 A123
by the way..I can tell that your not a new member...you have an IP block/changer...so who ever you are thats talkin shit...get over your jealousy
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Seek & Destroy We have fun in my basement Time is not long, and indecision is hells cemment. So the well is rented, untill heaven is relevant. Untill then, to be eloquent, sex cells, so le'ts cellibate. "watch what you watchin...fox keeps feedin' us toxin's..stop sleepin' start thinkin outside of the box and unplug from the matrix doctrine....but watch what you say cause big brother is watchin" - nas - sly fox The I.H.C.J.S.F.M.T.R.H.P.M.M.W.T.S.M.S.I.T.F.F.W.A.S. O Crew
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12-26-04, 01:53 AM | #15 | ||||||
New to RV
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IP: 5AD7 FB03
yeah and by arguing with me ya make yaself feel better cause ya proly either 1. a lil young buck trying to rap
or 2. think i am a lil young buck trying to rap well i been rhyming since 1995 and have been on stage and in battles for real. i was just playing. i got blocked for no reason at all before except for the fact no one can take critisizm..... BIATCH no beef can't we all just get along ya know. we are part of the same culture |
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