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01-10-05, 11:01 AM
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God is a Fable.
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Imperfection
IP:
I am naked... heart and soul, I feel so vulnerable and broken turn away from me I cannot let you see my scars is it external, internal or a drift of my twisted memory? I try so hard to be all that is expected feeling lost, rejected.. Am I true to myself anymore or am I fading? A toy of their desires, their sincerity jading Intermittent patterns tracing confusion feeling helpless Fragmented sanity to fray reality clouding my mind I slip further into the unknowing and pray for myself I am nothing to them but a toy of sexual indiscretion Ignored mind while the hands betray the sanctity An object of prize no more a human of intellect Words twisted to defy meaning of depth and intention deadly Fake smiles with agenda hidden I can’t be what you wish me to be Starvation plaguing the strength within my veins Cuts tracing the once unblemished flesh to vomit frustration Laughing to hide the tears and crying to fight the fears Unable to stand alone for my spine splintered along the years Cemented to the pedestal and raped of my self respect Images drought the barren emotions from abuse and neglect Can you not see I will not be claimed by likes of you? My heart is broken but held together by another’s fingertips I am not a doll that can be sculpted to your fantasy My flesh is not your palate to touch and taste then throw away My eyes cannot be shattered and blocked from the truth You cannot get deep inside me without vengeance unearthed I grow weary of being used as your whore And you shall never see me breaking My smile will hide the aching ..I’ve lost myself. |
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