Why is life so hard and why can’t I ever be optimistic?
Why am I stuck in a world so demented and twisted?
Why am I so slow to see things have I gone heartless?
I have great insights on things even being an artist
But if I can do that then why am I so blind to everything else
Lately I guess I’ve been different, not quite myself
Times are hard but they can only get worse
Worse than the horrible day they called birth
With all this stuff going on I have no life to inherit
I really wish my birth would’ve been a miscarriage
Somehow I wish I could’ve skipped birth that Thursday
If not find a way to skip all of my birth days
And worst ways I want to disappear from humanity
And my family will then realize there’s no way of managing
All of the stuff they put off their hands onto my shoulders
No one has hearts anymore, the world is getting colder
Problems hit me harder than boulders like a slap back to reality
A slap that hits you hard and messes up your mentality
Demented minds unleashing thoughts of fatalities and death
While I’m living a hard life with heartless breathes
I wish my flesh would tear away revealing to others
Something called leprosy to show my true colors
Anger bottled up inside and my knuckles white
I ain't good with feelings so I'll stick to lyrical insights


Why.....Why GOD why me
I did nothin wrong i know i'm not lying
I'm losing loved ones to prison
Havin a fucked up livin
Sheddin tears when i shouldn't be
I explain these things to people but they wouldn't see


Crashed futures, shattered dreams, lifeless screams
Currency i'll never see, life dependin on a red beam
Seems like my life just flashed in front of my eyes
I visualized everything and somethin is there i realized
I feel like i've been nothin untill i started rappin
Till i joined Urkron an underground label planted in Akron
AKA Crackron to others fuck that, fuck all that
As quick we comin up i know we won't fall fast
This game's mine i saw that first
My flow like a bubble that's ready to burst
And it hurts others but shit off subject
Rappin my pride n joy what can i say, i love it
At the time no prioirty above it but to make it to the top
And if i'm great then i'm one hell of a 13 yr old to stop
This song on the album a bombshell bout to drop son
My lrycis are like a gun man a fuckin cocked one


Why.....Why GOD why me
I did nothin wrong i know i'm not lying
I'm losing loved ones to prison
Havin a messed up livin
Sheddin tears when i shouldn't be
I explain these things to people but they wouldn't see


I wish my future could be foretold but instead the world just gets cold
I got no other option but to go along with it and let my destiny roll
MY real side unfolds tearing me aparts as if it was leprosy
True colors showin and people are finally acceptin me
I got a lot of fight left in me i will never give up
People gettin lit up people slip up and don't get up
Cuz i'm blowin this up but not out of perpotion
PEople who stayed by me i thank you for it
You remain important to me since you stood by me thru my problems
Didn't look at me weird if i was a little stressed you just said everyone gots um
And everything happens for a reason but why ar my people bleedin
Made it thru a struggle in the ghetto barely eatin help me when i was seeded
Watched all my problems transpire from where i was seated but it's still on
I'm cryin for life not to be gone you're watchin my life slowly dawn
Got thru things that went wrong but i got another thing to fear
My uncle told me not to shed tears things will get better but he may be gone for years


Why.....Why GOD why me
I did nothin wrong i know i'm not lying
I'm losing loved ones to prison
Havin a messed up livin
Sheddin tears when i shouldn't be
I explain these things to people but they wouldn't see

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i shouldn't of bothered postin it cuz you people don't leave any dam feedback but you view the shit

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uppin man i need some feedback!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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dayum u put sum serious emotion into this poem.. highlights:

But if I can do that then why am I so blind to everything else
Lately I guess I’ve been different, not quite myself
Times are hard but they can only get worse
Worse than the horrible day they called birth
With all this stuff going on I have no life to inherit
I really wish my birth would’ve been a miscarriage
^^nice flow to these, but the content and wordage and all was nice.. i was really feelin this.. i read another "why" poem recently from the poetic scriptures forum, i thought it would be similar but it wasn't.. props, i liked this line also..

You remain important to me since you stood by me thru my problems
Didn't look at me weird if i was a little stressed you just said everyone gots um
^^nice.. nice drop overall.. stay up.. pz

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wow someone gave me feedbaqck....thank you....i was really depressed writin this shit....so yea that helped lol...thanx i'll teturn the favor if i see an OM or battle from you

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oh fuck yo sissy bitch ass...this was wack as hell...go take some zolofe for yo depression and get movin on yo retirement speech...stop flowin...die

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SO DONE WIT RV