Such Frustration and anger starts to build in my mind/
When death wants to be selfish and take that which is mine/
I cry cause cause I am helpless to stop it, theres nothing I can do/
“WHY MUST YOU TAKE HIM LORD!….i’ve never done anything to you”/
It becomes complete agony, tortured as I’m forced to watch and just wait/
Memories run through my mind, while time locks on your fate/
Dear loved one… please tell me why must you leave me now?/
Why don’t you stay with me and share this wonderful joy we’ve found/
Why don’t you want to live…why don’t you stop these tears from touching the ground/
I don’t want to be alone, I AIN’T READY FOR THIS!/
Can’t you take any other life? why does it gotta be his?/
This isn’t fair, FUCK LIFE!, why does it have to be so hard/
Why does it seem that peace and happiness always has to be so far/
“WHY GOD WHY!!!”… The words I scream in my head/
I can no longer sleep… no longer dream in my bed/
I’m living a nightmare, all I want is to open my eyes/
When I do, you’ll be there standing strong and perfectly fine/
You’ll tell me my dream never happened, and that you’ll always be here/
You’ll tell me that you love me and you’ll always be near/
You tell me that you’ve been fine and you aren’t really sick/
But you can’t tell me any of that….this lifes full of shit

Yet still you said you wouldn’t go, and now your packing away
We were always able to talk, but now theres nothing to say…
This isn’t goodbye dear loved one, even though we must part
Your always in tears and memories….and forever in heart

I Love you grandpa..